Hesitation

Responsibility for your hesitation

                Responsibility for your hesitation

 Today I am going to write about one of the aspects of our personality and one incident in my life during the corona period. We all were in our native place due to covid 19. One evening I was strolling near my house. Girl aged eight years was passing through my side. I found her not only pretty but also enthusiastic. But about what?  was the question in my mind. She asked me, "What is this ?". I told her this bailgadi. It is a bull cart. You've never seen a bull cart before. She said no to me. I asked her where are you going? She answered me with a lovely smile. I am going to shop. I told her " ok. go straight and turn right. You will find a shop. She went with her pretty smile. But my mind and brain started thinking, about how easily she asked me her queries, she had never felt asking, feared, or hesitated before asking me a question. how beautiful is it? When we were a child we were unknown of everything in fact childhood is god's best gift. In this phase, we learned to talk and walk and knew the names sun and moon and every feeling related to words.
As we grow up and become younger we go to school and college to attain various lectures, sessions, and practicals. Sometimes we have questions but we never ask teachers, friends, or lab assistants because we think friends will laugh at us. We think The teacher will say what stupid girl or boy? What a foolish question. In this situation, we hesitate, were shy, and remained in doubt after some time we forgot about that.We never learn what we need to know. but we need to understand the Chinese proverb that those who asked a question remain a fool for five minutes but who do not ask to remain a fool forever. 
       But if we try to look at another side of the coin. according to me this hesitation, and shyness is not wrong. It is the right sign of we are thinkers. Let's understand it when we are not able to understand any maths example or any concept of theory concept in a lecture or any calculation during practicals. We only think we cannot understand, but why ? have u thought about it? most of the time we don't know the formula used in maths example, calculation. and that time we hesitate to ask? This hesitation always comes with a realization of a lack of study, the knowledge we have which is related to our academics which is a must for our learning. When I have hesitation I think and I got why I have. I always take hesitation positively and I found that I am doing better because I started taking responsibility for my hesitations. 
have u taken responsibility for your hesitation? 
I feel that ' Life is 10% how we make it and 90% how take it '.